I can see bloodstains on the gray sheets if I look that way, but I try not to look that way.I look out on the courtyard where they are rinsing the slop pails.

• 那张床叫人心里发怵，一扭过头去我便可以看到灰色床单上的血污，可我尽量不看那边而去看窗外院子里的人刷洗污水桶。