悲喜交集

- alternate between joy and grief; be joyful and sorrowful at the same time; have mixed feelings; mixed fellings, partly joyful and partly sad; One's feellings were a mixture of joy and sorrow.; One's heart was full of both joy and sorrow.; overcome partly with sorrow and partly with joy; sadness and joy intermingled in one's heart; with mingled feellings of sorrow and joy; with mingled pride and sorrow