and if thisis true, why, having had the desire of death all his life long, shouldhe repine at the arrival of that which he has been always pursuingand desiring?

• 如果这是正确的，为什么，在他的一生中充满了对死亡的渴望，却要在最后这一直追求的，渴求的东西来临的时候抱怨呢？