When he felt out of sorts, he would rave and stamp, or sink into suicidal gloom and talk darkly of going to the East to end his days as a Buddhist monk.

• 当他感觉不好，他会说粗话并跺脚，或者沉入有自杀倾向的忧郁中，并伤心地说要到东方像一个和尚一样结束他的生活。