Two years ago, Jayden, age 6 1/2 months, died while sleeping in his crib and he continues to wrestle with that daily.

• 两年前，他的儿子杰登，在他刚满6个半月的时候，睡在他的婴儿床安静地死去了，只留下喇嘛继续与生活作斗争。