So I hang up the phone in a short time.But I make my mind to go back home on May Day, and see my dear family members.I love you all, my father and mother, my sister and brother,and my little honeys.

• 恨自己对一切看的太重，恨铁不成钢，恨自以为是，恨自己的木讷，恨自己总是太过严肃，恨自己不能完全打开心扉和别人相处，恨自己总是以保护自己不受伤为借口把自己包裹的严严实实，恨始终找不到“我”在哪里。