Realizing by now that my marriage was in trouble, I raked my brain. But the only image that came to mind was of Ed, lying in bed with our five-year-old daughter when she had stomach flu.

• 这时我开始意识到我的婚姻有点不对劲，我绞尽脑汁，但却只有我5岁女儿胃不舒服患病时埃德同她躺在一起的情景。