Perhaps it isby a kink in my nature,strong in me even in those days,that i felt in such an existence,the share of the at majority,something amiss.

• 这只是我自己的一种怪诞想法，在那样的时代，这想法对我影响很深：我觉得这像大多数人一样的生活，似乎欠缺了一点儿什么。