I suddenly feel myself like a doll , acting all kind of joys and sorrows . There are lots of shining silvery thread on my back , controlling all my actiom......

• 我突然就觉得自己像个华丽的木偶，演尽了所有的悲欢离合，背上总是有无数闪亮的银色丝线，操纵我的哪怕一举手，一投足。