I drifted into a spiritual vacuum. The armor of apathy which had saved me from suffering and screaming crushed any tender stirrings within me, and turned my heart to stone.

• 我飘进了一种精神的真空状态。冷淡的武装拯救了我免于痛苦与嚎叫，也碾碎了我内在任何一丁点流动的温情，使我变得铁石心肠。