I did not know how I also do want to do, I did not know others choice is really is I wants, after why obtains the wish answer I am actually sadder?

• I不知道我怎么也想要做，我是否是否不知道挑选的其他为什么是真正地是I想要，以后得到我实际上是更加哀伤的愿望答复？