Her love made all the more shameful her inability to stay with him, to lull his panic at the passage facing him as he had once lulled her panic at entering womanhood.

• 但爱只让她更加无地置容，因为她无法留在父亲身边，无法像当年她进入青春期父亲安抚她那样，去安抚惶惶然的父亲。