He said in several of his writings that the dualistic2 stresses imposed upon him, that of living both as himself, and his dead brother, caused in him a particular obsession with decay and putrefaction3.

• 他在几篇文字中提到，施加在他身上的双重压力，即既要做自己，又要当死去的哥哥，让他产生了对衰败和腐烂的特别痴迷。