He might have been in awful misery, pining in desolation, not being able to forget the love relationship of the original nature he had with Jesus in the past.

• 他一定是处在可怕的悲惨况状下，在凄凉中心中不断地刺痛著，他无法忘掉过去他以著本心与耶稣授受连结的爱的关系。