Day and day I take pains to enquire myself my reason for doing so,in no time will I stoop so low as to beg you sympathy,though I can feel your scoff all the time.

• 日复一日，我不厌其详地询问我自己，我在任何时候都这样低俯恳求你同情；但我能感受到你对这一切一切嗤之以鼻.