But had she done that, she could never face Ashley, either on this earth or in the hereafter and tell him she had left his wife and child to die among strangers.

• 可是那样一来，无论今生来世，她都永远不敢去见艾希礼，不去告诉他她把他的女儿丢在陌生人中间，让他们死去了。