Because I wanted to bask in her unfailing concern for me, and because of those tears of desperation she shed over her inability to comfort me, I would bury my face in my arms and cry over trivialities.

• 为了想受蕴姊抚摩我，便因那着急无以安慰我而流泪的滋味，我伏在桌上想到一些小不满意的事而哼哼唧唧的哭。