然仆之趋候，颇遭冷遇;其后遂裹足不前，半以孤芳自赏，半以自惭形秽也。

然仆之趋候，颇遭冷遇;其后遂裹足不前，半以孤芳自赏，半以自惭形秽也。的英文翻译

基本释义

• But I found my attendance so little encouraged, that neither pride nor modesty would suffer me to continue it