并不是想要“积善”，却为的希望借此清心寡欲，减轻一些精神上的矛盾痛苦。

并不是想要“积善”，却为的希望借此清心寡欲，减轻一些精神上的矛盾痛苦。的英文翻译

基本释义

• This did not mean that she wished to "lay up treasure in Heaven," but she hoped that her religious exercises would enable her to "cleanse her heart" and "subdue desire," and so help to alleviate her mental anguish.